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OK, SO I FINALLY FEEL A LITTLE BETTER AFTER DINNER, AND YOU GUYS START YADDA YADDA YADDA-ING

FUN FOR YOU TO SAY

BUT WTF, HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL

ITS NOTHING ABOUT WETHER I UNDERSTAND OR NO

BUT JUST...

听起来很陈腔滥调但是：

请一定要坚强。我在担心你。所以请一定要坚强。我实在不孝，在事情发生的时候还这样地……逍遥自在。有着物欲。有着轻狂。明明知道你原本像山一样的后背对我来说，已经缩小为山丘，而你那原本在脸上颜色鲜明的鬓角也逐渐颜色与面孔合一了——不，你的脸上出现了头发应有有的颜色？一点一点一点的。

我最后一次站在你背后的时候，我看见你黑色的头发中闪烁着一丝一丝的银色光芒。那像是石缝中渗漏出来的一...

YES.  I have no idea why I've done this, I should really be studying but who cares?  Physics f*** off.  丫的俺非得把物理抽成个抖M不可，还要它跪下来让我[马修]背后式[/马修]！

I hate physics for a first note, and secondly my exam schedule this semester sucks...